As much as my positivity reigned last night and yesterday today is a different story. The babies were up for most of the night. My son is ill - probably from someone at his party - and my little girl is in teething hell. So am I. I do not do well from lack of sleep. I miss my diet coke already. I automatically reached for it when I went into the fridge this morning first thing. I can feel my stomach hollow from it already even though I'm having my water with lemon before my first juice (15 mins to go!) It's like psychological warfare.
It doesn't help that I had a shock this morning when I stepped on the scales. Practically all the weight I lost via a handy little viral infection has been slowly sneaking back on. I'm gutted. I knew I looked a state in the mirror but I honestly didn't think I'd been that much of a pig to pile that much back on.
So here's my "before" ....
So I am 9 stone 10 which is 136 pounds (yuck!).
And the measurements....
Now excuse me while I go cry into my clean green...
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