So today is another day.
I'm not sure how I'm going to do it. I ended up going to bed last night just after the kids which meant me and my husband had no time together. And it didn't make any difference this morning anyway! I dragged myself out of bed as if I had two hours sleep instead of 11.
So I did what you're not supposed to do. I weighed myself thinking that if I did and I had SOME weight loss it might be worth it, it might spur me on to do better today. NOPE. NOTHING. NOT EVEN ONE MEASLY POUND. To be honest I thought I might have peed a pound off yesterday never mind anything else.
And I struggled with taking the juices on time - often taking them later than what I should. Not by a lot but by a bit. Perhaps the baby needed changing or my son was being sick at the time or yesterday I got a parcel delivered and the guy stood chatting at the door for ages whilst all I was thinking about was my next juice.
It's definitely not helped my mood either. Every word my son was saying to me this morning was like a knife ripping through me. It actually hurt. And I am the worst mother in the world.
Safe to say I am not looking forward to today. Still with an ill boy and a teething baby but with no energy and a mood that would crack mirrors should I want to look in one.
Kill me now.
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